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(2 rockets | zoom zoom) meh. [29 Feb 2004|01:43pm] i work today from 2-7. i really don't feel up to going, but i'm sorta glad because it's something to do. yes. i had fun yesterday hanging out with josh and marc, and a good time with the girls last night. i can't really think of much to say, except that i really want to see adam right now.

(4 rockets | zoom zoom) mutual decision [29 Feb 2004|01:16pm] what happened in west *covina* stays in west *covina*.

(1 rocket | zoom zoom) [04 Feb 2004|03:58pm] i got my days mixed up at work. i went in and they swiched the shift i was suppose to have to a six to ten shift. my manager said i could leave once we close though, if i'm not feeling up to it. that mean's i'll be off by nine. sweet. i'm glad i dont work until saturday. i don't know, this week hasn't been very good. sorry if i've been mean. seriously, it probably isn't you. i feel like laying in my car and talking with adam. i think if there was a song that i wish had been written about me, it would be by ( jets to brazil ).

(1 rocket | zoom zoom) [30 Jan 2004|12:15am] [ mood | restless ] i missed first period today. parking was hell. i woke up way way too late. bad days come in floods lately. depression is just anger turned inward, right? i am distracted. separated. my mind is running like a movie, with clips from the past present future. i have been chosing the parts to direct, mere snap shots. rewinding the good parts. fast forwarding the bad. day dreaming. i have been dozing off all day. i couldn't sit through one class. eep! the most absolute hilarious part of today was when i woke up drooling on my desk in english, sexy eh? tomorrow i think katie and i (hopefully danica!) are going to stop by kids factory to turn in her application. woohoo! i don't know what's going on after. we have all of these plans but we never really end up sticking to any sort of set plan anyway. laguna beach? maybe for a little. i think we are coming back around two or three depending on what's going on. i don't know. she hasn't called back. oh well. this part here is really just for mental notes. i am really tired.

(6 rockets | zoom zoom) [23 Jan 2004|06:22pm] finals are over. thank god. a whole new semester soon. clean slate. i am listening to hot hot heat and trying to put my closet back together. i feel like i'm trying to put my life back together. inside i am in a sort of non-emotion state at the moment. i exist but do not feel, that kind of thing. meh. i do feel kinda bad about turning that josh kid down. oh well. he just isn't for me, i suppose. hmm, i am not very willing to leave this computer before midnight... lol. purely out of habit you understand! i crave sweet. chocolate in particular. DAMMIT! where is my chocolate? -sigh- 'I'm just one great big fucking ray of sunshine aren't I.' i want to hang out with adam and jon later. meet up with danica, alyce and katie. i don't even know if i can go out yet. arr.

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